Legacy Of Life..

The journey of a fight to cop up the fears! From '' I don't feel Safe '' To '' It feels Right ''. Here- I don't feel safe,  when I go to sleep.  Every moment seems trying to attack. I feel restless. I don't feel safe.  When no one is around, seems like the evil eyes won't let me live. Hence, I don't feel safe.  I don't trust people easily, trusting them ends with facing the fake.  And getting along with fake looks like digging a well to sink in a lake. I want you to hold my hands and hug me tight. Make me feel safer and pause this fight. As this is the only place...  that feels right.  I don't want people to please me around. I want those hug who can hug me tight.  Those arms, whom I don't have to explain.  Who just know,  when I am right.  Dear You, Never.. Just never let me go, when we fight.  Just hold me tight coz it feels... Right. 

Dear Ehsaas,  Jane kitni khaaniyan likh di, apni duniya apni khwahisho se rubaroo hone ke khayal se mene.  Kuch fursat ke lamhe jab khwahisho se milne aa gye to achanak se tumhara khayal dil ko dhadka gaya...  Barso se jis dil me apna ghar bnaye rkhaa tha. Kabhi us dil ki dhadkanein sunne ki himmat hi nahi hui. Jin lamho me tere sath ka wada hota tha, us benaam se haq ke liye,  Aaj bhi khamosh shamein mujhse lada krti hain. Kyu itna intezaar kiske liye itna pyaar.  Kya wo bs itna hi tujhe chahta hai? Hamesha yun tanha intezaar krwata hai. The one who is waiting for u... Doesn't even know that wether you know or you really don't know. Samajhta nahi thoda sa nadaan hai. Mene use pooja hai wo mera bhagwan hai.  Use sab ka khayal hai' par teta aitebaar hai.  Sab pyare hain use' Tujh par uski jaan nisar hai. Hazaaro sal me ek pyaar esa naseeb hota hai. Is khwab dil ko pa kar kon naraz hota hai?  Satana tujhe iski rumaniyat ka bahana hai.  Mana tho...