Legacy Of Life..

There's an emptiness. I am sinking in. I am not able to breathe. It's badly suffocating. It's hard to say, as you don't understand. Let me dive deeply into my pain. As there's no point in getting up in the morning. There's nothing left to cherish in the evening. It haunts me when I am alone. How life is hitting me so strongly. I don't want to stand anymore. I want to give up. Let that sink. I don't want to live anymore. It all has been good. it's just me who doesn't feel good. Want to turn into the ashes Lying on the burning wood. Don't try to bring me back to shore. I already have lived life to its core. I don't want to bother anymore. Just want to smile from far and say to you, Give it a shot man, C'mon once more!

I'm sorry, I'm genuinely sorry! Sorry for disturbing you all the time. I'm sorry for irritating you to an extent that is high. Sorry for not accepting those no replies.   Sorry for fighting, Thinking, that you're the one.  I can lean on,  To kiss, or cry.  I'm extremely sorry that I am so dumb,  That I didn't trust you when you said goodbye.  I'm so dumb that I didn't even realize,  I was no one to say that Babe, look at the Sky.  That's the place! Where we'd stay, and Our dream would fly.  I'm sorry for not being okay, With every single fight, that we had, When things were going high.  I was so dumb that, I couldn't even hear that..  that That you've already said goodbye.  How stupid I was. Standing at the doorstep Thinking, you'd come back Hold my hand,  And say,  C'mon, let's fly.  So dumb was that dream,  To be with each other. That 'No matter what! ' Never even meant to be rather.  I'm extreme...

Apni badi si duniya chota sa hissa banane ke liye, shukriya!  I promise I'll fade away. You wouldn't need to ignore it. I tried to make you smile.  Genuinely. So genuinely that  I forgot, That I am the one having a scar.  You know what, It's hard.  Hard for me To walk beside  Seeing you,  Walking, Laughing,  Cheering,  Loving someone else.  I might have felt. It might be wrong. After all,  I am the one, who is absolutely none. At least no one to you.  Know that very well. Can't get along. With you,  But babe,  Ever in life, I promise  Ever...  If you need me,  I am just a call away.  I promise that I won't skip the call.  

Kabhi esa hua hai tumhare sath?  Raatein guzar jati hain, neend ka kch pta nahi hota.  It's just that, when holding on to life becomes harder. Let it be... You just flow!  Let's see how it goes.  .. That so-called dusk has never been with dawns.  Just before the end of the silver line that's where I stay with my flaws.   If the Only wish is to see your smiles. Even if I'm not there,  I'll sneak out from the stars, Just to see you; far away from miles!  The heart is wrenching,  Beating too fast.  Leaving me shattered,  Scattered like past.  When I skipped the beat,  I knew; That it is gonna happen,  Just;  I didn't realize that alarm of coming soon.  The sound was profound,  Soothing enough to heal the wound.  Did that ego tell you; Not to make a sound?  To one endless journey that has to be remembered; and to count.  Right!  How would you know, what you're to me? May...