Legacy Of Life..

There's an emptiness. I am sinking in. I am not able to breathe. It's badly suffocating. It's hard to say, as you don't understand. Let me dive deeply into my pain. As there's no point in getting up in the morning. There's nothing left to cherish in the evening. It haunts me when I am alone. How life is hitting me so strongly. I don't want to stand anymore. I want to give up. Let that sink. I don't want to live anymore. It all has been good. it's just me who doesn't feel good. Want to turn into the ashes Lying on the burning wood. Don't try to bring me back to shore. I already have lived life to its core. I don't want to bother anymore. Just want to smile from far and say to you, Give it a shot man, C'mon once more!

Kabhi esa hua hai tumhare sath?  Raatein guzar jati hain, neend ka kch pta nahi hota.  It's just that, when holding on to life becomes harder. Let it be... You just flow!  Let's see how it goes.  .. That so-called dusk has never been with dawns.  Just before the end of the silver line that's where I stay with my flaws.   If the Only wish is to see your smiles. Even if I'm not there,  I'll sneak out from the stars, Just to see you; far away from miles!  The heart is wrenching,  Beating too fast.  Leaving me shattered,  Scattered like past.  When I skipped the beat,  I knew; That it is gonna happen,  Just;  I didn't realize that alarm of coming soon.  The sound was profound,  Soothing enough to heal the wound.  Did that ego tell you; Not to make a sound?  To one endless journey that has to be remembered; and to count.  Right!  How would you know, what you're to me? May...

Aaj mulakat hui, us ajnabi si khwahish se.  Jiska rang shayad pehli dafa chada tha mujh par.  Jab ghar me sab log neend ke aagosh me apne khwab bun rahe the.  Me is khule se aasman me apne khwabo ko udta hua dekh rhi thi.  Jante ho..  Jab baarish ki pehli boond is mitti se milti hai to kya hota hai?  Kuch kahaniyaan janm leti hain. Jese noor dikhayi deta hai naa, un masoom si aankhon me theek usi tarah mere khayalo ko panah milti hai is chotu se dil me.  Bilkul wese hi  Jese..  Mausam ki pehli baarish Mitti ki khushboo Thandi sard hawayein.  Chocolate Icecream  Dil ki dhakanein Or...  Or...  Tumhari aawaz! Us neer ka noori si mitti se yun mil jana, jese jadoo sa kar deta hai.  Bolo kese naa sajaye koi khwab?  Yun besabr to nahi thi me zindagi ke pichle 20 salo me.  Ye kya rang odha hai mene, jane sadgi hai ya shabab.  Kali syaah si raat ko chatakti subah me badalte dekha hai mene.  Suna...

Jab na rahoon me yun waqt be waqt tumhe pareshan karne ko Yun udaas mat hona. Jab na rahoon yun bewajah si khwahishon ko lekar zid karne ko Kisi apne me shamil kar lena mujhe. Ek yaad ki tarah bhool jana, agar me bar bar dastak doon tumhare tasavvur me.  Gar na rahoon bina sir pair ki batein karne ko, tum sun lena kabhi apne aap ki Mere sath rehkar itni bakwas sunne ki aadat to ho hi gayi hogi. :D Wo rato ko bewajah pagal se khwab me you dar kar cheekhna mera; shayad aakhiri si pareshani ban jaun jane anjane. Tum mujh par us waqt gussa mat hona.  Jab yun man ki tarange apne rang badlengi ho sakta hai mere rang badalte jazbaat kuch ajeeb lagein tumhein.  Us nazuk se mod par mera hath jor se tham lena.  Ek zamane se apne khwabo ke piche bhagte bhagte thak si gayi hoon.  Me naa bhi rahoon to tum kabhi mat rukna.  Mere khwabo / khwahishon ko yun hi zinda rakhna.  Is tarah shayad me bhi kisi khwab ki tarah saansein leti rahoongi;  or kisi anjaani si dh...