Legacy Of Life..

There's an emptiness. I am sinking in. I am not able to breathe. It's badly suffocating. It's hard to say, as you don't understand. Let me dive deeply into my pain. As there's no point in getting up in the morning. There's nothing left to cherish in the evening. It haunts me when I am alone. How life is hitting me so strongly. I don't want to stand anymore. I want to give up. Let that sink. I don't want to live anymore. It all has been good. it's just me who doesn't feel good. Want to turn into the ashes Lying on the burning wood. Don't try to bring me back to shore. I already have lived life to its core. I don't want to bother anymore. Just want to smile from far and say to you, Give it a shot man, C'mon once more!

I'm sorry, I'm genuinely sorry! Sorry for disturbing you all the time. I'm sorry for irritating you to an extent that is high. Sorry for not accepting those no replies.   Sorry for fighting, Thinking, that you're the one.  I can lean on,  To kiss, or cry.  I'm extremely sorry that I am so dumb,  That I didn't trust you when you said goodbye.  I'm so dumb that I didn't even realize,  I was no one to say that Babe, look at the Sky.  That's the place! Where we'd stay, and Our dream would fly.  I'm sorry for not being okay, With every single fight, that we had, When things were going high.  I was so dumb that, I couldn't even hear that..  that That you've already said goodbye.  How stupid I was. Standing at the doorstep Thinking, you'd come back Hold my hand,  And say,  C'mon, let's fly.  So dumb was that dream,  To be with each other. That 'No matter what! ' Never even meant to be rather.  I'm extreme...

Jab na rahoon me yun waqt be waqt tumhe pareshan karne ko Yun udaas mat hona. Jab na rahoon yun bewajah si khwahishon ko lekar zid karne ko Kisi apne me shamil kar lena mujhe. Ek yaad ki tarah bhool jana, agar me bar bar dastak doon tumhare tasavvur me.  Gar na rahoon bina sir pair ki batein karne ko, tum sun lena kabhi apne aap ki Mere sath rehkar itni bakwas sunne ki aadat to ho hi gayi hogi. :D Wo rato ko bewajah pagal se khwab me you dar kar cheekhna mera; shayad aakhiri si pareshani ban jaun jane anjane. Tum mujh par us waqt gussa mat hona.  Jab yun man ki tarange apne rang badlengi ho sakta hai mere rang badalte jazbaat kuch ajeeb lagein tumhein.  Us nazuk se mod par mera hath jor se tham lena.  Ek zamane se apne khwabo ke piche bhagte bhagte thak si gayi hoon.  Me naa bhi rahoon to tum kabhi mat rukna.  Mere khwabo / khwahishon ko yun hi zinda rakhna.  Is tarah shayad me bhi kisi khwab ki tarah saansein leti rahoongi;  or kisi anjaani si dh...