Legacy Of Life..

Tumhe yaad hai, kese pagalon ki tarah Me ro padi thi. Sirf tumhe manane ke liye. Jante ho, kayi sari raatein,  Kitne hi din,  Maine ro kar guzare hain.  Sach,  Kitni bewakoof thi me. Hai naa?  Un sari kahaniyon ko sach man baithi thi. Bharosa karne lagi thi.  Ye jante hue bhi ke...  Wafaa ki ummidein tod kar rakh dengi mujhe.  Ek baar phir se! 🧡

I'm sorry, I'm genuinely sorry! Sorry for disturbing you all the time. I'm sorry for irritating you to an extent that is high. Sorry for not accepting those no replies.   Sorry for fighting, Thinking, that you're the one.  I can lean on,  To kiss, or cry.  I'm extremely sorry that I am so dumb,  That I didn't trust you when you said goodbye.  I'm so dumb that I didn't even realize,  I was no one to say that Babe, look at the Sky.  That's the place! Where we'd stay, and Our dream would fly.  I'm sorry for not being okay, With every single fight, that we had, When things were going high.  I was so dumb that, I couldn't even hear that..  that That you've already said goodbye.  How stupid I was. Standing at the doorstep Thinking, you'd come back Hold my hand,  And say,  C'mon, let's fly.  So dumb was that dream,  To be with each other. That 'No matter what! ' Never even meant to be rather.  I'm extreme...

Apni badi si duniya chota sa hissa banane ke liye, shukriya!  I promise I'll fade away. You wouldn't need to ignore it. I tried to make you smile.  Genuinely. So genuinely that  I forgot, That I am the one having a scar.  You know what, It's hard.  Hard for me To walk beside  Seeing you,  Walking, Laughing,  Cheering,  Loving someone else.  I might have felt. It might be wrong. After all,  I am the one, who is absolutely none. At least no one to you.  Know that very well. Can't get along. With you,  But babe,  Ever in life, I promise  Ever...  If you need me,  I am just a call away.  I promise that I won't skip the call.  

Jane kitni baatein reh jayengi tumse kehne ko.  Wo ruthne ka kissa jab yun tham jayega Kise manoge, yun chidhaoge? Jab naa rahe mera zindagi se koi vasta Yakeen rakhna, yaadein sougat me dekar jaungi.  Apni sari kahi unkahi shayad kaheen likh kar rakh jaungi. Jab wo sard hawayein pareshan kar tujhe sataengi. Us sard mausam ka gulabi noor bankar aaungi.  Me mar kar bhi shayad kaheen na kaheen teri khamishiyon me gunganuangi. Haan shayad...!