Legacy Of Life..

Tum ho aur tum hi ho. Sab kuch! Meri duniya, mera dil, us dil ki dhadkan.  Or in dhadkanon me basne wale Tum. Meri duniya tumse shuru hoke khatm ho jani hai. Kisi bejaan si rooh ka tumhara hona zindagani hai. Tum ho to mai hoon. Mai hoon or meri khushiyaan hai. Is khushi ki wajah tum ho, inka izhaar bhi. Meri gungunati hui shaam ho, us shaam ka sukoon bhi. Tumse pare koi zindgani nahi. Tumhare bagair meri koi kahani nahi. Koi kahani nahi. Kuch nahi. Shayad mai bhi nahi. Tum ho aur tum hi ho..  Sab kuch.

Apni badi si duniya chota sa hissa banane ke liye, shukriya!  I promise I'll fade away. You wouldn't need to ignore it. I tried to make you smile.  Genuinely. So genuinely that  I forgot, That I am the one having a scar.  You know what, It's hard.  Hard for me To walk beside  Seeing you,  Walking, Laughing,  Cheering,  Loving someone else.  I might have felt. It might be wrong. After all,  I am the one, who is absolutely none. At least no one to you.  Know that very well. Can't get along. With you,  But babe,  Ever in life, I promise  Ever...  If you need me,  I am just a call away.  I promise that I won't skip the call.  

Zindagi me phli dafa ek khwab sajaya tha.  Kisi ke kareeb jana chaha tha use apna bnaya tha.  Sare rishton se pare ek masoom sa saya tha.  Humari dosti bhi nahi hui thi or mera dil usne dhadkaya tha.  Aankho mein kuch khwab use dekh kar sajaye the.  Use apni zindagi ke sare raaz bhi nai btaye the.  Doob jaya karti thi uski aankho ki gehraiyon me.  Sukoon sa milta tha uski sunayi kahaniyon me. Uske lafzo se apna naam sun'ne ka khwab bhi sajaya tha.  Apni hi galtiyon se us pyaar ka dil ka dil dukhaya tha.  Wo mehak vishwas ki uda di mene.  Apne hi khwabo ka mehal gira diya mene.  Ab yakeen use dilana bhi mumkin nahi lagta.  Tumhare jitna kareeb aaungi tumhara dil hi to dukhaungi.  Behtar hai mera tumse door chale jana.  Kabhi na sach hone wale khwab ko fir bhi apni palko pe sajaana.  Ye wo kabhi naa mukammal hone wali kahani hai jiske masoom se ehsaas ne phli baar anjane hi mere dil me jagah bnayi thi. ...

Jane kitni baatein reh jayengi tumse kehne ko.  Wo ruthne ka kissa jab yun tham jayega Kise manoge, yun chidhaoge? Jab naa rahe mera zindagi se koi vasta Yakeen rakhna, yaadein sougat me dekar jaungi.  Apni sari kahi unkahi shayad kaheen likh kar rakh jaungi. Jab wo sard hawayein pareshan kar tujhe sataengi. Us sard mausam ka gulabi noor bankar aaungi.  Me mar kar bhi shayad kaheen na kaheen teri khamishiyon me gunganuangi. Haan shayad...! 

Mom!  This journey of our life becomes more affectionate when love gets in when emotions get in. The promise is a knot that ties everything together. Those promises making our life worth living for. This has been written in one's destiny. And this destiny makes each moment a fate! You know how much our life revolves around this one word... Promise. We make lots of promises in life, but what matters a lot is, are we aware of being fair to each promise? are we keeping the promises we once made to Someone? How this 7 letter word has a huge influence on our life. Not only influence, these Promises adorn, embellish, enhance, glamorize, prettify, define, signify, beautify this journey. Our life starts with promises and often ends with the same too. These promises are making our life even more attractive, lovely, full of charm, it adds elegance to your life, an enchantress to you. I will tell you. how Happiness starts to blossom when you start keeping your promises.....

You know it has been 23 years! Such a long time naa 😊 Not really! time is a bird and the journey should be endless the same as the sky...  Limitless. Know why I am trying so hard to express what I feel for you for myself for us... Because I want you to know. To know how much I have adored someone  Can say...  How dedicated I am towards the things I never felt before and I've never been into before or ever.  I know the age of mine is just a step ahead of adolescence and it becomes too difficult to handle the mind and the heart although they are never going to be at the same track yet somehow a moment comes up with hell lots of irresistible and unknown feelings and at the very same moment and you feel inside that your mind and your heart becomes one.  Don't know why and how this magic happens and turns you around and the whole world around you.  That is the very same moment you think...  Hey!  What's happening...

This awesome feeling can never die in this world. You know what our Sleeping beauty is one of the secret admirers ( as he has a long list of secret admirers and of course, her Prince is not an ordinary guy, he is a man of her Sleeping Beauty's dreams.) of her Prince Charming! Sharing the next page of her diary, she wrote thinking of her best friend who is on the way to be her prince charming.  She didn't even share her feeling with the prince. She knows everything that somewhere from the core of her heart she is living a life with him, he is planning his future with her, for her. Both are dedicated to each other and still totally unknown from the fact that- You can't chase love. Love just happens. And a million bells ring simultaneously, as your heart beats, sings, and dances, with the gorgeous plums of breathless delights. Somewhere it has become more than just a friendship for both of them, still, the innocence comes around and ties them toge...

Don't know what happens to this heart. What I am going to share is starting of my own stories.  It is the only reason worth remembering. It recalls the most beautiful time of everyone who believes that love changes our lives. So when it comes to me The Story starts from a heart and a heartbeat. The story of a girl,  and her heart & that  only one who occupied all of its space. She was very happy in her world with her barbies, chocolates, and ice-creams and suddenly someone enters her life and life changes in a moment. She never thought of this. She never felt like ever in her life. No one was there. No one would be. Because The Girl Loved With All Her Heart. Suddenly this heart starts throbbing.. nowadays it seems so difficult to understand these feelings. A person who does not belongs to my world..as he has just another level of intelligence, knowledge, He is worth loving. Worthy enough to be cared for. I never saw su...

Is this true..?? Does love add some magic to life? Some more magical lines, here... Tiny rain droplets falling on the lashes along with the first ray of sun & making tiny rainbows. The breeze rustling through the hair..( just one look from someone special..). It is what keeps the world still so beautiful. Love. Is this a dreamy world true?? or just a fantasy from the blue? Is it a poet's imagination, to relieve life from its tensions? or is it indeed some magic. Divine ethereal through often tragic. It is too difficult to define your feelings, you become speechless, the mind might get confused.  B ut, your heart understands everything, very smartly. Yeah!!   Your heart tells you that “Yes!! You are Falling in Love..” Somewhere we all agree with that universal truth. Love just happens.. it rings your heart and enters within your soul like fresh air. And leaves you with ...

The most beautiful feeling ever.. the second page of my diary.. the memorable part of my life..those crazy moments in which i felt life..those crazy mood swings..the most beautiful feeling ever i felt in life.. is just because of u.. Someone asked me..what is love..?? i couldn't answer because at that point i was very confused about emotions. there was lots of lots of.. mixed emotions.. but gradually it has became pretty much clear to me.. clear that not to go with just emotions rather than blindly showing faith on anything.. Hold on.. just hold on for a while.. ask your self.. Do you deserve really this.. Or Something much better than this.. Or even much more Special... Here is the thing.. everyone of my age could relate with..i was talking about..all of mine..adolescence.. as per that silly girl's point of view.. all about life..all about love..some lines very close to my heart..and still means a lot to...