Skip to main content

Posts

Regrets!

Yes!  Felt something inside?  Doesn't it throb like nothing and pains like everything?  Flames burning inside turning you into ashes overnight.  Doesn't it feel like a tumor that kills you in sunlight? Living with regrets?  Believe me, it is never a delight.  Whether it's a fight or a hug with someone right.  Let it flow out of you to share the life with who makes you light.  There's nothing to get afraid of when you are right.  You will have to stand up! Need to make a clear sight.  Dude, no one is going on your behalf in your fights.  Wake up! 

Happii B-Day Chirkutt

Bhot si batein hain jo tujhse kehna hai Kuch baki sa hai meri zindagi ki khaani mukammal hone me.  Tu khwab hai jisne hakikat se rubaroo karwaya. Apne liye sabse ladna sikhaya.  Jin lafzo ke koi mayne nahi the. Jab shabdon ki koi manzil nahi thi. Sapne dekhna unhe tune sikhaya.  Toot ti bikharti zindagi ko apni duniya me le aaya.  Apne lafzo ko kisso me aur baaton ko apni kahaaniyo me dhal sakoon.. Mujhe is kabil bnaya. Or mujhe meri choti si duniya se bahar lekar aaya. Mujhe dosti karna sikhaya.  I know.. These lines seems like Blog senti mode me aaya. But Dude..  This is and always would be the fact. Tere jesa chirkutt god ne ek hi banaya.  You can't find emone version 2 anywhere. Coz.. He is exceptional.  Wish you a Happiest Birthday Dude. Need not to say: You're the Backbone. Emone. 😘😊 

We have time, really??

I am Busy,  Don't have time, Why don't You call me later. Faced the phrases many times, right?  This is something to those who put these phrases up every single time.  You might not find me anymore when you're disconnecting the call even after knowing that: They worth your attention.  You might never hear the voice and the tone with which you just argued. It's time what changes lives. It's time...  You would never get to know how and whom it is going to take away from you.  You're reading this what if I won't be there to post the next draft.  ?? Question of emptiness which can not be filled.  The smiles for that you've spent yourself don't make sem saddened.  Learn to express. Learn to live. Learn to Live.  And Live...  With all your heart.  Let them know,  That You Care.  You do.  Let them know, They are lovable.  Let them get out of the fact that You are busy.  If they mean something. They deserve to ...

Hanging Out with my fears.

The journey of a fight to cop up the fears! From '' I don't feel Safe '' To '' It feels Right ''. Here- I don't feel safe,  when I go to sleep.  Every moment seems trying to attack. I feel restless. I don't feel safe.  When no one is around, seems like the evil eyes won't let me live. Hence, I don't feel safe.  I don't trust people easily, trusting them ends with facing the fake.  And getting along with fake looks like digging a well to sink in a lake. I want you to hold my hands and hug me tight. Make me feel safer and pause this fight. As this is the only place...  that feels right.  I don't want people to please me around. I want those hug who can hug me tight.  Those arms, whom I don't have to explain.  Who just know,  when I am right.  Dear You, Never.. Just never let me go, when we fight.  Just hold me tight coz it feels... Right. 

Dear Ehsaas, Shining Amour: Chapter 5

Dear Ehsaas,  Jane kitni khaaniyan likh di, apni duniya apni khwahisho se rubaroo hone ke khayal se mene.  Kuch fursat ke lamhe jab khwahisho se milne aa gye to achanak se tumhara khayal dil ko dhadka gaya...  Barso se jis dil me apna ghar bnaye rkhaa tha. Kabhi us dil ki dhadkanein sunne ki himmat hi nahi hui. Jin lamho me tere sath ka wada hota tha, us benaam se haq ke liye,  Aaj bhi khamosh shamein mujhse lada krti hain. Kyu itna intezaar kiske liye itna pyaar.  Kya wo bs itna hi tujhe chahta hai? Hamesha yun tanha intezaar krwata hai. The one who is waiting for u... Doesn't even know that wether you know or you really don't know. Samajhta nahi thoda sa nadaan hai. Mene use pooja hai wo mera bhagwan hai.  Use sab ka khayal hai' par teta aitebaar hai.  Sab pyare hain use' Tujh par uski jaan nisar hai. Hazaaro sal me ek pyaar esa naseeb hota hai. Is khwab dil ko pa kar kon naraz hota hai?  Satana tujhe iski rumaniyat ka bahana hai.  Mana tho...

Shining Amour: Chapter 4

Aaj jb kuch fursat ke lamhe mil gaye to socha kyu na bat le inhe aapke sath...  Kuch yaadein sanjo le kuch batein piro le, zindagi ke in lamho chalo aaj thodi si khushiyaan bhi sanjo lein...  Aaj aapko us Ehsaas se rubaroo karaya jaye to ab wesa hi hai...  Pakh,  pavitra or unchhua...  The untouched feeling: You Ehsaas.  Shining Amour : Chapter 4 Hey,  hi ehsaas.. Do you have any idea how much I love the way the way... You make me feel I am alive,  I am beautiful   No one could ever replace you in my heart. You are and always will be the one... Tera aana kuch esa tha.. Jese mulakat ho gyi khud se hi.  Jane kya bat hai tere sath me,  Tere zindagi me hone se...  Ek noor sa jhalakta hai,  khwahishein jagamaga uthti hain,  dil bechain ho aur...  aur...  Har si jati hoon me, toot ke bikhar jati hoon. apne hi banaye kayado mein.   Tujhse door nahi tere kareeb hona chaha hai, ye wo khwab hai jo tere ...

Thanks for being in my life...

You know it has been 23 years! Such a long time naa 😊 Not really! time is a bird and the journey should be endless the same as the sky...  Limitless. Know why I am trying so hard to express what I feel for you for myself for us... Because I want you to know. To know how much I have adored someone  Can say...  How dedicated I am towards the things I never felt before and I've never been into before or ever.  I know the age of mine is just a step ahead of adolescence and it becomes too difficult to handle the mind and the heart although they are never going to be at the same track yet somehow a moment comes up with hell lots of irresistible and unknown feelings and at the very same moment and you feel inside that your mind and your heart becomes one.  Don't know why and how this magic happens and turns you around and the whole world around you.  That is the very same moment you think...  Hey!  What's happening...