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Yaad hai..?

Tumhe yaad hai, kese pagalon ki tarah Me ro padi thi. Sirf tumhe manane ke liye. Jante ho, kayi sari raatein,  Kitne hi din,  Maine ro kar guzare hain.  Sach,  Kitni bewakoof thi me. Hai naa?  Un sari kahaniyon ko sach man baithi thi. Bharosa karne lagi thi.  Ye jante hue bhi ke...  Wafaa ki ummidein tod kar rakh dengi mujhe.  Ek baar phir se! ๐Ÿงก

I smile, when I'm sad.

I'm sorry, I'm genuinely sorry! Sorry for disturbing you all the time. I'm sorry for irritating you to an extent that is high. Sorry for not accepting those no replies.   Sorry for fighting, Thinking, that you're the one.  I can lean on,  To kiss, or cry.  I'm extremely sorry that I am so dumb,  That I didn't trust you when you said goodbye.  I'm so dumb that I didn't even realize,  I was no one to say that Babe, look at the Sky.  That's the place! Where we'd stay, and Our dream would fly.  I'm sorry for not being okay, With every single fight, that we had, When things were going high.  I was so dumb that, I couldn't even hear that..  that That you've already said goodbye.  How stupid I was. Standing at the doorstep Thinking, you'd come back Hold my hand,  And say,  C'mon, let's fly.  So dumb was that dream,  To be with each other. That 'No matter what! ' Never even meant to be rather.  I'm extreme...

I set you free.

Apni badi si duniya chota sa hissa banane ke liye, shukriya!  I promise I'll fade away. You wouldn't need to ignore it. I tried to make you smile.  Genuinely. So genuinely that  I forgot, That I am the one having a scar.  You know what, It's hard.  Hard for me To walk beside  Seeing you,  Walking, Laughing,  Cheering,  Loving someone else.  I might have felt. It might be wrong. After all,  I am the one, who is absolutely none. At least no one to you.  Know that very well. Can't get along. With you,  But babe,  Ever in life, I promise  Ever...  If you need me,  I am just a call away.  I promise that I won't skip the call.  

Way To Escape: Holding On To Life!

Kabhi esa hua hai tumhare sath?  Raatein guzar jati hain, neend ka kch pta nahi hota.  It's just that, when holding on to life becomes harder. Let it be... You just flow!  Let's see how it goes.  .. That so-called dusk has never been with dawns.  Just before the end of the silver line that's where I stay with my flaws.   If the Only wish is to see your smiles. Even if I'm not there,  I'll sneak out from the stars, Just to see you; far away from miles!  The heart is wrenching,  Beating too fast.  Leaving me shattered,  Scattered like past.  When I skipped the beat,  I knew; That it is gonna happen,  Just;  I didn't realize that alarm of coming soon.  The sound was profound,  Soothing enough to heal the wound.  Did that ego tell you; Not to make a sound?  To one endless journey that has to be remembered; and to count.  Right!  How would you know, what you're to me? May...

Bahut pyaar aapko! ๐Ÿงก

Aaj mulakat hui, us ajnabi si khwahish se.  Jiska rang shayad pehli dafa chada tha mujh par.  Jab ghar me sab log neend ke aagosh me apne khwab bun rahe the.  Me is khule se aasman me apne khwabo ko udta hua dekh rhi thi.  Jante ho..  Jab baarish ki pehli boond is mitti se milti hai to kya hota hai?  Kuch kahaniyaan janm leti hain. Jese noor dikhayi deta hai naa, un masoom si aankhon me theek usi tarah mere khayalo ko panah milti hai is chotu se dil me.  Bilkul wese hi  Jese..  Mausam ki pehli baarish Mitti ki khushboo Thandi sard hawayein.  Chocolate Icecream  Dil ki dhakanein Or...  Or...  Tumhari aawaz! Us neer ka noori si mitti se yun mil jana, jese jadoo sa kar deta hai.  Bolo kese naa sajaye koi khwab?  Yun besabr to nahi thi me zindagi ke pichle 20 salo me.  Ye kya rang odha hai mene, jane sadgi hai ya shabab.  Kali syaah si raat ko chatakti subah me badalte dekha hai mene.  Suna...

Tum.. Zindagi ho

Haan...   Meri jaan tum zindagi ho..  Is zindagi me tumse door jakar kya hi mil jayega mujhe?  Me khud ko bhi kho dungi. Tujhme dil dhadakta hai, un masoom si shaitaniyon ka.  Jinhe dekhar baarish dheemi ho jaya karti hai. Pta hai kyu?  Taki tumhe gale lga kar wo bhi sukoon se ro sake. Kyuki tum sukoon ho. Tumhe ehsaas nahi, bepanaah si us mohabbat ka. Jo tumhare siva sabko dikhayi deti hai. Sabko un khwabo ki kashish dikhayi deti hai. Tumhe pta hai? Tum pyaar ho! Haan meri jaan, tum pyaar ho.  Wo pyaar jo thoda sa sakht hai kintu behisaab hai  Beyhad hai.  Tum guroor ho;  Apne mata pita ka. Apne guru ka.  Tum kashish ho. Tum chahat ho Un pyare se rishto ki,  jinhe tum apne dil ke kareeb rkhte ho.  Or...  Shayad kisi ka armaan ho. Haan..  shayad!  :) - Zindagi!